urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats bombtheboats bombtheboats 2008-06-04T17:46:54Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:77644 2008-06-04T17:46:54Z 2008-06-04T17:46:54Z i think i'm gunna get a new lj name.<br />ghengis_kunt<br />or something.<br />something not, bombtheboats.<br />cause, well. i want a new lj. and, yeah. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:77024 2008-05-28T17:26:33Z 2008-05-28T17:26:33Z <a href="http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vd3d3Lm1pZGRsZXNleG1hc3NhY3JlLmNvbQ=="><img src="http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c310/GotRaebies/mmrgbanner.gif"></a><br /><br />www.myspace.com/middlesex_massacre urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:76309 2008-05-26T21:46:32Z 2008-05-26T21:46:32Z DKM Its reilly's due date today, and its fanfuckingtastic.<br />shes so big, and birthlike. (i'm in stratford..)<br /><br />its nutty<br /><br /><br /><br />but anyway.<br />i miss my dreads.<br />its like, withdrawls.<br /><br />my hair is too short. i might just do one behind my ear or something.. :( :( :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:76214 2008-05-14T00:46:28Z 2008-05-14T00:52:19Z who thinks its a good idea i get this hair cut?<br /><br /><a href="http://community.livejournal.com/madradhair/31920604.html?view=344812252#t344812252">http://community.livejournal.com/madradhair/31920604.html?view=344812252#t344812252</a><br />unless someone finds me something thats cool and short like this.<br />but i'd get bangs like this<br /><a href="http://s15.photobucket.com/albums/a368/bangshairfiles/?action=view&current=Shair.jpg">http://s15.photobucket.com/albums/a368/bangshairfiles/?action=view&current=Shair.jpg</a><br />&lt;333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:75490 2008-03-19T15:53:12Z 2008-03-19T15:53:12Z backstabber - dresden dolls I found a massive 1 bedroom apartment for 550 + hydro<br />its above dr doos and the landlord is really super nice.<br />i'm excited as faack.<br />though i am really worried i'm not going to have enough money to live there.<br />but hey, whatever. i can dooo ittt. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:74610 2008-01-10T17:50:08Z 2008-01-10T17:50:08Z punkrock girls - the queers research has dented my brain, and I've decided to become a vegan, its hypocritical to be a lacto-ovo vegetarian for animal rights, when the torture starts with the dairy industry... I hope I stick with it, its gonna be really hard to accomplish; living with my sister.. haha.<br />on another note, Aaron grows his own vegetables. <br />i'm going to stop right there.<br /><br />ciao. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:74284 2007-12-31T17:25:44Z 2007-12-31T17:25:44Z cherry pie i need a job objective for working in retail.<br />i just switched em up...<br /><b>Objective: To obtain part-time employment that would encourage skill development in the food service industry.</b><br /><b><i><br />Objective: To obtain part-time employment that would encourage skill development in retail</b></i><br /><br />does this work? its early and i'm going to go drink.<br />heres my full resume.<br /><br /><br />Mariel McGill<br />519.432.7096 611 Oxford St. E, London ON, N5Y 3J2 marebare_@hotmail.com<br /><br />Objective: To obtain part-time employment that would encourage skill development in the food service industry.<br /><br />Volunteer Experience: <br /><br /> Oct 06 - May 07 Assistant Cook, Youth Action Centre<br /><br />• Preparing “heat and serve” meals, and recipes from scratch to assist feeding homeless and at-risk youth in a drop in centre<br /><br />April 06 - Sept 06 Food Sorter, The London Food Bank <br /><br />• Organized and stocked donated non-perishable food items and toiletries<br />• Observed and maintained a level of quality in donated vegetables and breads.<br /><br />Sept 04 – Jan 05 Canvasser, The Canadian Breast Cancer Association<br /><br />• Traveled door to door in my neighborhood seeking donations for the Canadian Breast Cancer Association and writing tax-deductible receipts for donors.<br /><br /><br />Skills:<br /><br />Although I am new to the industry, I have a passion and an immense desire to learn. I am not only competent and adaptable, but I also learn very quickly. I have knowledge of, and respect for sanitation and cleanliness, and I am also capable of composing simple recipes. I have obtained WHIMIS training and possess common sense, and look forward to working in the industry.<br /><br />Interests:<br /><br />Culinary arts and cooking, politics, art, fashion, music and the human sciences.<br /><br />References:<br /><br />Available upon request.<br /><br />i have no references, i'm a scam artist.<br />xoxo urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:74165 2007-11-08T19:53:34Z 2007-11-08T19:53:34Z if i had a boat - dave mathews band Just came back from Stratford.. <br />My kitty was locked in the room upstairs, with no food or water, and my records were all over the place. I'm fed up, I don't give a shit about anything anymore, I really really need new house mates, or a shared apartment?<br /><br />I was contemplating leaving London and moving to Stratford for a bit.<br />but they have no walk in clinics, or vets, and their drug scene is pretty retarded, and the people are absolutely ridiculous (holy drama fest.)<br />and then I have to think about all of my friends here, that I love to death, Like Monika... and shes having a frickin' kid.<br /><br />I need to go do her hair in a bit, i really need a room mate.<br />and to figure out what I'm doing in the long run... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:73758 2007-09-27T03:43:57Z 2007-09-27T03:43:57Z the dethalbum - thunderhorse So i've got this rambling notion going on, my cat just drank some beer. and i've been drinking beer, its like, i get in the door from being with my dad and branden is like "HERE YA GO MARE" and throws me some genuine<br />so i'm happy as fuck.<br />i'm getting hair tomorrow, and i'm gunna finaly look like a girl, and i realy hope it doesnt cause me to get raped when i'm hitching around up north.<br />with sara, my love my darling my sweet.<br />to see aaron, that guy with no hair, thats now all vegitarian and calls me alot (weird, no?)<br />not saying i dont likethe attentoin<br />i'm still skeptical, thus why i've got a lesbian boddy guard.<br />but i'm definatly getting my tankgirl tattoo soon. as soooon as i get my comics from dee<br />whenever the fuck that is.<br />i'm all not nattery anymore, this sucks.<br />i'm stoked. i've got itchy feet, i dont know if i can wait to leave town<br />shit sonnnn!!!<br /><br />i just want a fuckin phone call, ya dig?<br />my cat is drunk, he just tripped over himself.<br />aahhh hes adorable urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:73621 2007-09-27T03:16:49Z 2007-09-27T03:16:49Z crisis averted, i love sara, and shes going to help me with everything somehow.<br /><br />and i realy wish i didnt have to live in londump. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:72970 2007-09-23T17:50:52Z 2007-09-23T17:50:52Z dirty old town That wasn't him, it was his ex-girlfriend Kate, whats with people named Kate? I'll eat her lungs.<br /><br />Apparently She has full control of his old email.<br />but why did he only start talking to me now? after "she" bitched me out for being alive? I'm skeptical. <br />but its so grande. I'd like some coffee please, or a one way ticket to Manitoulin? Maybee...<br /><br />Bye Mare. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:72289 2007-09-10T04:25:11Z 2007-09-10T04:25:11Z streams of whiskey - the pogues My house is cold, it makes my nipz hard.<br />lolzzz... i get to go to blue water with andrew and ian to pick up the fucking doushe bag.<br />if anyone cares, ask. <br />i'm tied.<br />i'm starting to journal in a book, because my memory got shot, but a pistol named screech. so i need to work on stupid shit like that.<br />p.s. i learned how to play streams of whiskey, and the band played waltzing matilda... ON BANJO.<br />love you long time<br />-mare urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:70177 2007-07-12T08:06:10Z 2007-07-12T08:06:10Z goin wild - plasmatics today, i dug my garden, with bowser present.<br />he climbed the tree, it was awesome. good thing he was on a leash though. lol..<br />tonight, jebz came over, and we went around. and robbed people of beautiful expencive plants.<br /><br />and then we went, and got coffee at timmy hoes, and sat and talked for an hour.<br />i. drank a x-large 3x3...and i cant sleep. maha.<br />i enjoy the company of people that dont treat me like shit.<br />seriously, its amasing,<br /><br />Spencer is comming down saturday. its gunna be neat. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:69957 2007-07-09T15:03:52Z 2007-07-09T15:03:52Z if i should fall from grace with god - pogues I realy dont even know what to type right now.<br /> <br />ehhhhhh....<br /><br /><br />FACK.<br />So i'm basicly just realy ugly, and un desireable with short bangs on a chealsea cut, anndd, i'm realy fucking bitchy and emotional after a breakup, and my aunt dies.<br /><br />could that be a reason why he doesnt love me?<br />or is it just the whole, argument where all i wanted to do was plug the fucking internet in.<br /><br />i wish i could just shut my fucking mouth.<br />computers fucking suck my blow hole.<br />but i clearly cant stop thinking.<br />dee said that i should just leave him alone for a month.<br />make him miss me.<br />ha, how is it fucking possable for someone to miss a whiney little puppy dog.<br />huh?<br />HOW THE FUCK CAN I STAY AWAY FROM BAND FOR A MONTH.<br /><br />fuck.<br />(i hate everything.) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:69742 2007-07-05T15:55:18Z 2007-07-05T15:55:18Z alright, lets count now. how many times a boyfriend has broken up with me in the past year, after someone close to me has hung themselves.<br /><br />TWICE.<br /><br />but only one of them told me to "kill myself like your aunt did"<br /><br />seriously. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:69538 2007-07-03T03:27:47Z 2007-07-03T03:27:47Z the end song of rocky horror last night, while i was enjoying myself. watching uncle buck with my boyfriend,<br />happy as a kid in a candy store.<br /><br /><br /><br />my aunt committed suicide in her hospital room, she was on suicide watch and the nurses i guess weren't doing their job. they're supposed to do a check every five minutes. it takes more than five minutes to tie a noose with bed sheets, and do the deed.<br />this has happened twice in the past year, someone that i used to be close with, someone that was amazing, that i neglected to give any attention to, died by their own hand.<br /><br />my aunt had nothing.<br />her husband cheated on her for the longest time, she only has access to her children.<br />i dont know much about her family and social life.<br />but i know the haywards (my mom is her husbands sister) treated her like shit.<br />like fucking dirt. because she was the odd one, much like they treat my sister and i. <br />weird ones rock.<br />she had tattoos of her kids on her back, and piearcings up the wazoo.<br />i havent seen her since i was 13?<br />i dont know.<br />i feel guilty in some way, but i know i shouldnt. but i cant help it. i dont know what to think...<br /><br />i know that my boyfriend made plans with me, and he knew that i needed him. <br />and he ditched me, to hang out with jaden.<br />this means hes getting high.<br />this means drugs are more important, so let it be more i'm portant than me.<br />i just wish i wasnt alone right now... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:69272 2007-06-24T02:51:13Z 2007-06-24T02:51:13Z dynamite rave - ddr music I read too far into things.<br />John-boy loves me, he promised me he wouldn't hang out with cheeky babe slut nut in kitchener when he went.<br />and i have madxcore ways of finding out if he did or not...so I'm not too worried.<br /><br />and i shaved my head again.. heres to hoping he does'nt care what i look like.<br />my mohawk was dead...and gross..<br />and i want my normal brown hair back..realy bad now, because i'm sick of roots.<br />bleh<br />I'm rambling...<br /><br />and getting a little orange kitten, i will post a picture of him up as soon as i get him... so i can have help naming him.<br /><br />hes way to big for his age.. its great.<br /><br />and the name bowser is out, becase the illimanuti videio i watched makes me think of satan everytime i see the huge snapping turtle that is bowser.<br />but life would rock so much right now if i had my kitten.<br />i wouldnt be here bored and typing about shit all...<br /><br /><br />i realy hope i'm not alergic to kitten...too bad... cause hes a long hair, and i'm athsmatic.<br /><br />ugh<br /><br /><br /><br />peace love and dickotomy,<br /><br /><br />Mariel Mc'ILL<br /><br /><br />p.s. i was camping all weekend and was playing ddr on carly's phone..this is why the music is the way it is. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:68898 2007-06-13T15:30:46Z 2007-06-13T15:30:46Z cyber god - nausea i'm so fucking angry is ridiculous, i dont&nbsp;even know where to start.<br />fucking girls and my boyfriend pissing me right the fuckoff.&nbsp;<br />its little things like "we came over, but you were in the shower, i wanted to join you but mare would have got mad jk"<br />or answering with "(k)" or "(L)"<br /><br />stupid little internet lingo.<br />am&nbsp;i over&nbsp;jealous?<br />or how about him always thinking i'm going to leave him for a girl?<br />and him getting mad, not alowing me (what? srsly?) to go to stratford and visit my friends, because they're gay.<br />but hes going to kitchener, to visit his friends, and smoke up with steph.<br />if i fucking see her in the street i swear to fucking god i'll rip her throat out.<br /><br />like a fucking dog,&nbsp;<br />rip it out with my teeth, and eat her courpse.<br /><br />FUUCCKK.<br /><br />and then theres that whole thing where i cant talk things out with him without him getting mad and leaving the room,<br />i dont want to be ignored, i want to be taken seriously. i dont want to be agreed with, i want him to tell me how he feels.&nbsp;<br />but "no one diserves" to know what hes thinking,<br />even though i'm his girlfriend.<br />theres seriously something fucking wrong with me, if i'm actualy taking this bullshit.<br /><br /><br />GOD I'M FRUSTRATED...<br /><br /><br /><br />So i'm moving out on the 15th, but i think i missed joe, because he left to go up north today.<br />and i dont know if he'll be back on the 15th.<br />and i'm playing a show that same day.<br />i'm so frustrated.<br />i cant even handle it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:68725 2007-06-04T14:42:34Z 2007-06-04T14:42:34Z Mmmm.. i just woke up.<br />i dyed my hair green lastnight. it turned out like shit, cause my hair wasnt compleatly blonde...<br />i've got these like orange roots going on...<br />so its orange and green basicly. haha.<br /><br /><br />today i go bra shopping with my grandmother...because i'm a big girl now. ahaha.<br />...and then the rest of the day i pack.<br />to move to joe's<br />because we all love joe.<br /><br /><br />i've got nothin.<br /><br />comments?! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:68550 2007-06-04T04:35:20Z 2007-06-04T04:35:20Z not the matadors. <p>So.</p><p>Tonight, at dinner, my cousin desided to share with me his triumph over some fish, and how wonderul they taisted, and told me they have to eat them. to controll the populaton, in his own little way..<br />i avoided the subject of mercury in the water and polution, and pumping&nbsp;poop, into the water&nbsp;where he caught the fish, he carryed on saying that you also need to controll the population of vegitarians, because we're "eating all their corn n stuff"<br /><br />i responded with a quick "dont we need to controll the population of red necks?"<br />he got offended,<br />then apparently it was me who started it.<br />so i ate, and left.<br />not like they need me anyways, they desided they hated me as soon as they found out i liked girls too. (thanks lissa)<br /><br /><br />i've been a vegitarian for countless years, and the stupid fuck keeps it up.&nbsp;<br />its not my fault that hes eatting unhealthy fish, and i'm eating taisty organics.<br /><br />hes clearly just&nbsp; a waist of flesh.<br /><br /><br />p.s.<br />show is on the 15th, the same day as the matadors... rawr.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:68152 2007-05-27T14:38:07Z 2007-05-27T14:38:07Z la bomba. Yesterday, we watched the move about ed gien, it was epic. go watch it..<br />and prior to that, we watched "the war on, the war on drugs" it was retarded, cause i dont do drugs, if ya like drugs. go watch it.<br /><br />when johnboy and i got home, we found out we have our first real show.&nbsp;<br />its at the goth club. but who gives a shit.&nbsp;<br />the set up for the stage and dance floor rocks. but the bar is up a set of stairs...<br />so dont get too drunk, or you'll fall down.<br />what i mean to say is...<br />come to my show.<br />come tooo my show.<br />dangling labias, and organized chaos are playing too..<br />and maybe bretons band. crap le holy.<br /><br /><br />oh, and i was watching almost famous lastnight, and i learned i'm alergic to watermellon..<br />tounge, lips throat burning, and a huge rash.<br />woooo<br />but i have a show. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:67759 2007-04-11T03:48:28Z 2007-04-11T03:48:28Z nostril piearced today,<br />she sucks, hardcore sucks...god it hurt.<br /><br />ehh...<br /><br />but my teeth are rotting, i think drinking more hard alcohol might fill my cavitys. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:67095 2007-03-15T01:14:22Z 2007-03-15T01:14:22Z i love it when female singers are so stupid on stage, it almost gives me chills.<br /><br /><br /><br />and i love my boyfriend.<br /><br /><br /><s>i realy have no idea why though.</s> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:67016 2007-02-20T05:56:15Z 2007-02-20T05:56:15Z I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING CRY OVER YOU. <br /><br />THIS IS PETTY BULLSHIT AND NOT WORTH MY FUCKING TIME. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bombtheboats:66481 2007-02-12T19:41:55Z 2007-02-12T19:41:55Z minor threat - look back and laugh so this weekend has been spent in k town, my mothers birthday was yesterday, i called her from here. she was four wheeling, oh BOY...<br />she told me she loved me again, its pretty weird.<br />i got drunk for the first time in a while, johnboy desided to let me drink again, and i got handed a little bit of spiced rum, it did the trick...<br />we chilled downtown with kitchener kids,<br />Dan, Sarah, Naiomi, Russ, and i forget the one other chicks name..she had dreadys for a year next week though ahaha...<br /><br />and of corse i'm with my lovely boyfriend johnboy, of two months and a bit.<br />we havent realy been keeping track. i dont even know the day we started dating, we're that cool...<br /><br />but today, i'm going to value village, to get myself a new skirt, maybe a shirt.<br />due to the fact that my patchy awesome gross skirt got destroyed at a global threat, it ripped in half.<br /><br /><br />and i got a pre paid phone thing for a phone i have, but i forget the number for it. <br />bleh.<br />anyone know what i can do about that?<br /><br />i'm not off to finish watching slc, the gayest punx movie in all the land..and then go off to value village. yippy.